me and carrie are back together

life is good

and I have found facebook so its time for me to say goodbye to xanga

Xanga you have been great but you are old and smelly...Im going to put your ass in a home

I was really emotional when I made the last comment. I dont want to delet it because there is truth in it... But i wasnt writing with a clear head.

Me and carrie did break up, and im upset about it, and caught off guard. But when I said that I dont know why it ended, isnt true. I dont understand 100% but I do still understand

it was her realtionship also. I cant be bitter about it ending because it was hers and mine to end. When you date a person for so long, and you connect with them;  you want them to be happy. I want carrie to be happy, and so I cant be bitter or mad about the choice that she made becuase thats what she needs to do to be happy.

Im going to need time and my friends.

But who knows maybe I will learn somthing about my self through this, and maybe it will make me a better person.   

well I thought I was done with xanga... but its 12:00 and when I really need to talk to someone the most. everyone is sleeping. I dont know what to say... all I know is that if I remain silent Im going to exsplode. I dont know what else to do. So im going to type.

To meet someone who is everything you could ever ask for, and to date that person for so long, and to be happy through it all. and then have it suddenly end.

and not truly knowing why, or how, not knowing what you could have done or said.

The worst is when you think that everything is going well. and then it just ends. I have never felt that. such a deep connection.

I have never felt like this ...it hurts

Im done with you xanga!

I dont even wanna type anymore... fucking thing deleted my long post...

FUCK SUPER MAN 3-D IMAX

COME SEE A REAL 3-D SHOW !!!!!!!!!!

HARPER COLLEGE PRODUCTION OF (DUN DUN DUN)

THE LARAMIE PROJECT

I'M IN IT!!!!!! (booooooo)

BUT OTHER THAN THAT IT SHOULD BE A REAL GOOD SHOW

GET SOME CULTURE IN YOUR LIVES... OPEN YOUR MIND... INFLATE MY EGO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but for real its a truly powerful script. I saw it for the first time when I was in highschool and there are parts of that play that have stayed with me to this day. I am spending a good chunk of my summer on this play because of the sheer respect I had for the script itself... not to mention that our cast is bitching

8 P.M JULY 18 19 20... thats tusday wednesday and thursday

and the same days the week after that

its on the first floor of building L

note if you got into L from the parking lot your on floor two

Six shows... six times to see me suck... bring things to throw !!!!!!!